{"product_id":"art-print-on-a-memory-of-dissociation","title":"On a Memory of Dissociation | Museum-Quality Art Print","description":"\u003cdiv class=\"art-print-description\"\u003e\n  \u003cdiv class=\"poem-section\"\u003e\n    \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eHe once spoke\u003cbr\u003eof his first dissociative memory:\u003cbr\u003eIt happened in a shaded room\u003cbr\u003eat her aunt’s house.\u003cbr\u003eShe sat across from me,\u003cbr\u003edamp chill pressing in\u003cbr\u003ethrough the frost-laced window—\u003cbr\u003esettling on our skin.\u003cbr\u003eSuddenly—\u003cbr\u003ea feeling.\u003cbr\u003eA sharp kind of foresight.\u003cbr\u003eOr empathy.\u003cbr\u003e“Right now,”\u003cbr\u003e“we both wish to become some kind of sea creature.”\u003cbr\u003eShe leaned in the southwest corner,\u003cbr\u003efingering an old toy car from her childhood.\u003cbr\u003eI thought of things I couldn’t tell her—\u003cbr\u003estill haven’t.\u003cbr\u003eRestless, childish shame.\u003cbr\u003eThen,\u003cbr\u003eshe began—\u003cbr\u003espeaking freely\u003cbr\u003eof her father’s time at sea.\u003cbr\u003eThat part of the ocean, she said,\u003cbr\u003ewas always fogged over.\u003cbr\u003eIts color—red,\u003cbr\u003elike mermaid scales.\u003cbr\u003e“He kept a crown of jasmine and wisteria on board,”\u003cbr\u003eshe told me.\u003cbr\u003eI hesitated,\u003cbr\u003eunsure what to say.\u003cbr\u003eThen she added:\u003cbr\u003e“He might have loved my mother.”\u003cbr\u003eI stayed quiet.\u003cbr\u003eJust looked at her,\u003cbr\u003eetching her cat-like, fragile face\u003cbr\u003einto some concealed corner of my heart.\u003cbr\u003eThe tide drew in.\u003cbr\u003eWe lit a small fire.\u003cbr\u003eShe played piano for a while—\u003cbr\u003ethen grew drowsy,\u003cbr\u003ecurled into the chair,\u003cbr\u003eeyes closed.\u003cbr\u003eI gazed at her,\u003cbr\u003espeechless,\u003cbr\u003ewanting to say:\u003cbr\u003eOut on the sea tonight,\u003cbr\u003ethe fog is rising—\u003cbr\u003ealgae breathe slow,\u003cbr\u003etired.\u003cbr\u003eAnd far, far off,\u003cbr\u003ea strange, beautiful song\u003cbr\u003ecalls in the dark.\u003cbr\u003eToo many quiet things.\u003cbr\u003eBut I—\u003cbr\u003eI could not tell her.\u003cbr\u003eThe flames dimmed.\u003cbr\u003eAsh scented the air.\u003cbr\u003eThe wind outside\u003cbr\u003ehad stilled.\u003cbr\u003eAnd in our hearts—\u003cbr\u003eonly soft, gray noise.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n    \u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e他这样谈到自己第一次失神的回忆：\u003cbr\u003e那是在她姑姑家背阴的房间里，我望着她，湿寒的潮气透过上霜的窗子贴覆于我们的皮肤表面\u003cbr\u003e我突然有一种感觉\u003cbr\u003e一种强烈的预知，或是共情\u003cbr\u003e「我和她在此刻都想成为任何一种海洋生物」\u003cbr\u003e她靠坐在房间西南角，摆弄起一件童年的玩具车\u003cbr\u003e我在意起一些不能告知且仍未告知她的事\u003cbr\u003e幼稚地局促不安\u003cbr\u003e她突然开始毫不顾忌地讲起她父亲出海的经历\u003cbr\u003e那处海域时常烟雾弥漫，颜色赤红如人鱼的鳞片\u003cbr\u003e「他的船上一直放着那些用迎春花和紫藤萝编织的头环」\u003cbr\u003e我迟疑了一下，不知应该说些什么，接着，她又说道\u003cbr\u003e「他或许很爱我的妈妈」\u003cbr\u003e我没有做声，只是呆望着她，在心中一个隐晦的角落刻画着她那猫般脆弱的面庞\u003cbr\u003e潮汐降临\u003cbr\u003e我们生起了一堆小小的火\u003cbr\u003e她为我弹了一会儿钢琴，随即感到困倦似的，依偎在椅子里，闭上了双目\u003cbr\u003e我失神地望着她，想告诉她夜里的海面上升起了丛丛烟雾\u003cbr\u003e那些藻类，疲倦不堪的呼吸\u003cbr\u003e以及来自海的遥远之处，似乎传来了神妙的歌声\u003cbr\u003e太多默密的事\u003cbr\u003e可惜不能\u003cbr\u003e我，不能告诉她\u003cbr\u003e火焰低灭，木灰馨香\u003cbr\u003e外面的风有些沉寂了\u003cbr\u003e而我们的心上，满是灰白的噪点\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n  \u003c\/div\u003e\n  \u003chr\u003e\n  \u003cdiv class=\"specs-section\"\u003e\n    \u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eMuseum-Quality Art Print\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n    \u003cul\u003e\n      \u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePaper:\u003c\/strong\u003e 230gsm archival, acid-free matte paper\u003c\/li\u003e\n      \u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePrint:\u003c\/strong\u003e High-definition Giclée printing\u003c\/li\u003e\n      \u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eFinish:\u003c\/strong\u003e Matte surface, full-bleed original art\u003c\/li\u003e\n    \u003c\/ul\u003e\n    \u003cp\u003e\u003csmall\u003e\u003cem\u003e*Frame not included. Ships in a protective tube.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/small\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n  \u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Echords","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":53256905031998,"sku":"2522544","price":35.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0945\/1195\/6286\/files\/ChatGPT_Image_2025_5_30_17_55_56_313e4294-6e4e-4ad2-8598-9bf2b7fb8939.png?v=1775106851","url":"https:\/\/echordsofficial.com\/de\/products\/art-print-on-a-memory-of-dissociation","provider":"Echords","version":"1.0","type":"link"}